9 Days, 9 Lines: A Journey into True Choice
9 Days, 9 Lines: A Journey into True Choice
What if you’ve misunderstood what choice actually is?
For years, I struggled to understand the true meaning of choice.
I thought it was about making the right decision, fighting for what I wanted, or picking between predefined options. Even when people spoke of “infinite choice,” I couldn’t really grasp it.
Until I sat with these nine lines.
Nine simple yet profound lines that shifted everything for me.
These words changed how I saw reality, choice, and creation itself.
So, I invite you to sit with them—one by one.
9 days. 9 lines. Simply profound.
Let’s begin.
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Day 1: The First Line
“The purpose of Access is not to destroy this reality.”
When I first discovered Access Consciousness, I unknowingly assigned myself a lofty mission.
This reality? It held no value to me. Clearly, it would hold no value to enlightened beings either. So, I thought I had to destroy it.
I wanted people to see how this reality was just a shit show—full of limitations, suffering, and unconscious programming. And I was convinced that beyond this mess, there was a magical, boundless world where anything was possible.
I wanted to bring that world here. But for that to happen, surely, what already existed had to be wiped out first.
Ha! Not.
The Illusion of Fighting Reality
I see this pattern everywhere—people rejecting, resisting, and fighting reality, believing that resistance equals change.
But here’s what I learned:
The moment you’re fighting something, you’re already at the effect of it.
I thought destruction was the answer. But what if true transformation isn’t about tearing down the old, but about choosing beyond it?
This is where the first line of The Foundation manual hit me like a bolt of lightning:
“The purpose of Access is not to destroy this reality.”
It took me years to absorb the depth of this. If Access isn’t about fighting or destroying, then what is it?
It’s about choosing beyond. It’s about creating a reality so compelling, so dynamically different, that the limitations of the old one simply become irrelevant.
What If You Didn’t Have to Reject This Reality?
For so long, I believed that to be free, I had to reject this reality. Now I see that true freedom isn’t about rejection—it’s about expansion.
Sit with this today
What does this line open up for you?
Drop your reflections in the comments below.
Prerna Wadhwa
Notes from my diary